I wrote a bigger post, initially, and then I decided to cut the cr** and leave it as this:

If you don't believe in what you do - quit and start something you believe in.

When you feel exhausted, stop working and rest for a day.

When you rest, don't just sit back at home - it will depress you. Do something completely different from your work (you will get a new perspective on your life).

Good luck!

Today I learned (few of) the basics of drawing with Pixelmator.

It's an amazing app, the site is awesome, the sample videos and tutorials are awesome, it's definitely a competitor to Photoshop and its price is 14 euro (Photoshop is in the hundreds).

For a start I followed this tutorial and here is the result.

3d metal bucket with Apple's logo upfront

:)